I can admit, it’s been awhile since I’ve truly dedicated to this blog. I didn’t know that I would get so busy that I would just ‘forget’. Life has pretty much caught up to me and tiny but major things have been changing.
I thank God each day for the blessings I have and keep receiving. I’m not super into ‘new years resolutions’ and it’s funny that they aren’t usually mentioned until December into January. I just know there are areas of my life I can always improve on.
Edit while writing: truthfully, I just want a nap.
I’ve been slacking and I know it. It’s become more than just an ‘off-day’, especially with working out.
find no shame in starting over. find no shame in going back to the root and beginning again. find no shame in rerouting because the path you took no longer gives you life. find no shame in admitting that you make mistakes along the way. find no shame in starting over.
During this week ‘break’ I have set goals that I want to achieve, aside from completing papers and other assignments. After work (only MTW) my plan is to go home and maybe go on a walk or a run. My asthma is terrible this time of year so I’m not sure if a run is in my best interest but walking everyday for a week will instill a habit for me to keep going. I’m just noticing all that I worked hard for losing, I gained back, and if you don’t keep at the everyday routine, you fall into a pattern of being lazy.
next time you feel agitated because you are falling back into past patterns, remember that simply being aware that you have fallen back into repeating the past is a sign of progress. self-awareness comes before the great leap forward in your personal transformation.